Drewbeo
I took a life today.

So I was on my way to the bank and I saw this goose on the side of the road flailing and twitching. I felt so bad for it laying there and suffering. I pulled my car over and wrung its neck, I felt bad but at least it didn’t have to suffer anymore.

it didnt kill me

even the morphine

GET HER OUT PLEASE!

It Wont stop the dreams/nightmares. Every night

I try to move on. To forget.

Drugs. sex. music reading. exercising . hanging out with old friends and its just her fucking face in the back of mind.

adssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Advice

If you suffer from depression or anxiety my best and only advice to you is to try really really hard to JUST NOT GIVE A FUCK as many times as you can in a day.

just try not ending up like Ricky from Trailer park boys.

yay

I feel so good about myself right meow. I flirted my first phone number out of a girl tonight. I was just buying a pack of smokes and making small talk with the cashier and decided to ask her if she would like to get a drink sometime and she said yes. I love the confidence that this Adderall gives me. It allows me to express my thoughts clearly.

 

This song means so much to me. It brings back so many memories from my relationship with Michelle. This is one of her favorite songs, and one thing I would like to do is sing this song to her. Im going to see if anyone in one of the local bands would help me do this. I just want to show her how much I care. She Is one person in this world that I do not want to live without, in a relationship or not.

YES

just got the munchies realy bad. Ate qdoba and taco shop.

THen guess what? The icecream truck drives by.

Fuck yea

LUCKY AS SHIT

Got pulled over today. I was drunk as shit and had weed, morphine and needles in the car. The cop was pretty legit though because I know it smelled like weed and he didn’t say shit. Just got a fix it warning and I was on my way.

want to go hang out with friends, but my cat seems lonely right meow. He is licking and following me around everywhere.